Miss U

Everyday I wake up knowing that your not right next to me in bed everyday I hope for u to come back-everyday I think about the time we first kissed the times we spent together staying up at wondering what your doing waiting for your calls still love growing for you thinking of the day when you went away thinking of you every second just missing you everyday.

Everyday I think of you. Everyday you cross my mind. Everyday I see something that reminds me of you. Everyday I  missing you. Everyday I wish you were mine. Everyday i wonder what could of been. Everyday I think of why you did this. and everyday I m getting stronger. Everyday I m moving on. But everyday ill always miss you.

I miss the time we spent together, I miss that way You used to hold me the way you ran your fingers through my hair even that times when you hung up in my face for telling you to shut up the way you told me you loved the way it made feel, I miss that cute way you laugh I miss hearing your voice I miss seeing your on that caller id after we got in fight how it made feel when you said I was your “favorite” the way looked in to each others eyes as if whole world had stopped we were the only ones left on it I miss stay in  on the phone you all hours of the night the way you used to ask stupid? and get in  mad me for not answer in them  I miss you, I m tired of all that hurt I m tired of all that pain, I really just wish you were here

I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; for those were some of the best times of my life.

I don’t write to tell you that I love you, no to ask you for explanations that now are not on time. I just write you to express my feelings in this short paragraph. I want to tell you that I really loved you as I demonstrated you. I don’t know what happened. But it is too late. I hope you can find your love. Good Bye my dear love

I tried to convince myself I didn’t want you anymore. I just can’t let go. I don’t want to see you move on, but I’m not doing much about it either. You’re two different people and I wish it would stop, because I’m living to die and dieing to live, but it doesnt mean a thing to me, until I have you. I felt so good when I was with you, you made me feel like the world; to hear i was your favorite and the best you ever had. You were not ashamed and would hold my hand anywhere. We’d talk on the phone for hours, and every time we kissed it felt like i was dreaming. Love felt like heaven when I was with you; and now that you’re gone I m hurting like hell. I miss you so much, and I wish you were here, but I made the wrong choice and its too late, too many mistakes had been made and i lost you, forever — but you didnt loose my love because i loved you ever since the day i met you. and ill never forget you, because to me, you are the WORLD
When you have come to realize that you miss me…..i wont be missing you.

I don’t know if i miss YOU or if i just miss the feeling of knowing someone loves me as much or possibly more than i love them. and having the feeling when the one i love defends me and is always there for me when i need them… i don’t think you realize how much i miss being able to just go to you, being able to tell you anything and you actually understanding or trying to as much as you can.. i miss that little feeling i got when i was with you!!

I miss u when the sun goes down, I miss u text in me when I’m try in to sleep, I miss u go in to my work, I miss u touching me an make me smile! I miss u so much it hurts an everyday my heart breaks all over again cause I know u are with her! Yet I still miss you…

Before I met you I had no clue what love was all I cared about was my self. Then we found each other and I truly found out what love was. Food lost its flavor, the whole world became hazy to where I don’t even remember much of what happened. The only thing that mattered was you and being able to put my arms around you. We didn’t even need to say anything, just stand next to each other and share our body heat. My true weakness was in her smile. Her face made me realize that everything was ok in the world and I honestly thought that this had to be heaven. Then when she left me it was honestly the worst feeling in the world. I felt like dieing, no, worse, I felt like dieing 1000000 times or ripping my heart out of my chest hoping and praying that if I did that I wouldn’t hurt so much. Loosing a lover is the worst feeling in the world and it does the worst things to you. Ever since then I have never really expressed my self fully in fear that I would feel that kind of pain again

Honestly, I don’t even know what really happened. When I think about it, all I remember is that I tried and I tried really hard. But u din seem happy anymore no matter how hard I tried. So I called it quits. All i have ever wanted is your mesmerizing smile lighting up my life. And I was just not able to feel that. Sorry, if ever I have hurt you. But the only thing that I wish for now is your happiness. If ever you realize that your happiness is with me then your always welcome. I am and I will always be here for you. But even if you happen to find it somewhere else, rest assured I’ll be the happiest for u. Love you.

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